白衣男孩日记...

look... what's baking?

Muffin in cookies.. :P

Sometimes trying new things is nice....

did something unusual this weekend... went to learn Make up... for the first time in my 22 years of life.... wow... so different and to be walking along orchard road with not a single soul noticing my make up... wow... that's something nice too :P

can't imagine what's next up my sleeve man.... anyway.... with something new learnt... i need more practice and i figured that perhaps... it is time for me to venture into the female market too...

or maybe look around for male friends who would like to be my guinea pigs for make up :P

Life is just so ironic at times though…. Happen to be bored this afternoon apart from finishing up some stuff which I lagged over from past few days. Proceeded on to work on the pending issues I had to do. Still suffering from a bout of stiff hips from perhaps extensive swimming and getting abit restless… went onto IRC… 2^nd time within a week… then just did some brief chatting on there… gotten a couple of numbers, and contacts for MSN…. See if I end up deleting them if some ppl just turn their back to become rude after a while…

 

Anyway… it so happen I exchange photo with someone… and guess what…. Stunned… dun know who this mystery guy is… seems like is a school mate or perhaps a class mate of mine back in sec sch… still at this point in time I am still pondering who he is though… but that aside, for my usual sec sch gang… a couple of us are either aj or bi… which within ourselves we know… so yea… it is just so stunned and he is so pai sei to even want to tell me who he is… but anyway, I will figure it out somehow or when I meet him again in some place by accident??

life is full of challenges... it is especially so of late... though i wonder why.... every few months i am stuck at the cross road... sometimes... the saying goes.... 路边的野花不才。。。 true in deed... life is so full of temptations especially when things or events does not progress the way you want it... sometimes due to your fault... other times due to the fault of others... who do we blame? who do we apologise to?

even a simple aplogy... some people does not even know how to say it out... is it that difficult to even say SORRY? faints... a little mistake with a simple apology can save a boat in comparison to people just leaving you... anyway, it is just a small trivial matter... but, somehow i just feel that... a simple sorry can mean alot... at least i can forgive and forget...

lately been reading 7 Habits... thanks Daniel for passing me the book though i know you will still hate me somehow... though it has been long history and you have forgive and forgotten... Still i owe you a proper apology i guess.. though sometimes... you just appear in my dream...

After so many months of sailing in uncertainty... i began to realise perhaps being single still the best... though at times we procrastinate about this and that... when we look at ourselves and our lives... we begin to realise... perhaps we are the ones who does not give our other half the time that we would want to have for them... it might have took me 2 failed relationships to realise this and walk out and face it... but then again the realities of life keeps ringing in that we need to strike a balane and not live by what we see just today. Planning ahead ensures that we do and live the best of each and everyday... not just by passing each day like yesterday... sometimes looking back at my past... i just say to myself... thank goodness i have progresssed on and improve myself for the better of the people around me. till today i am grateful to the people i have come across and met though i am still learning and growing to be a better person...

Have an extra copy of this book... 35岁以前要做的100件事 anyone keen to purchase it?

It retails for ard $14.00 SGD... letting go at $10.00. Do pm me if you are keen...

blogging from the internet over at T1....

getting ready for fly off on a much needed trip to rest :P 

decided that before i leave for Hong Kong i shall do a reflection of the various events that has occur in my first part of 2008....

took panadol 2 tabs earlier at 8pm... all was well and i slept at 11.... then it was back again at 3am!!!!

great.... so i took another 2 tabs... and had a drink and bread... will the splitting headache be back again?

me dun know... dun really feel like taking MC.... sigh... later shall decide at 6am....

wel... sinfully i avoided panadol as much as i could... take 4-5 yrs to breakdown in the liver... sigh

世界上最遥远的距离

世界上最远的距离
不是生与死
而是我站在你的面前
你却 不知道我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我站在你的面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是爱到痴迷
却 不能说我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我不能说我爱你
而是想你痛彻心脾
却只能 深埋心底

世界上最远的距离
不是我不能说我爱你
而是彼此相爱
却 不能够在一起

世界上最远的距离
不是彼此相爱
却不能在一起
而是明知道真爱无敌
却装作丝毫不在意
没把你放在心里

世界上最远的距离，
不是明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没把你放在心里
而是用一颗冷漠的心在你和爱你的人之间
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

世界上最远的距离
不是树与树的距离
而是同根生长的树枝
却无法在风中 相依

世界上最远的距离
不是树枝无法相依
而是相互了解的星星
却 没有交汇的轨迹

世界上最远的距离
不是星星之间的轨迹
而是纵然轨迹交汇
却在 转瞬间无处寻觅

世界上最远的距离
不是瞬间便无处寻觅
而是尚未相遇
便 注定无法相聚

世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天，一个却在深潜海底

http://www.feiniaoji.com/article/539.shtml

Maybe that is why you had chosen Singapore Flyer as out last stop.... anyway... i was prepared since the beginning... and i know why it will not work out... and being frank goes a long way to keeping our friendship in check... for that i respect you... and i learn to respect all others who have come into my life... - Zen, Francis, Daniel, Amanda, Jeremy, Stacy, and many other friends and ex-dates...

as promised.... here are some picture momentos of the birthday celebration i had.... snips of the birthday pics....



(L-R) Ice-scream.... , old friends who celebrated with me.... as in terms of friendship... not age....




(L-R) Mugs of drinks at NYDC, Pics of the Fantastic 4 :P, a globe at Jigsaw Puzzle World....

I feel very happy more in these celebrations than the solos ones... feels so different....